I had an acid trip where my entire reality shattered and I was left with nothing, but through it I was reborn and realized I can be so much more. My brother finally got out of an abusive relationship and now hes doing alot better. My other sister also got married and started her family. Then my sister got pregnant with her son and her life changed. And I don't need to be what the world thinks I am. Finally after a horrible breakup I realized my life is in my own hands. After that I continued down a dark path of drugs and alcohol. But I got stuck in alcoholism and ended up getting a DUI and discharged. But I joined the Air Force right out of high school. I've always been different and as such I have ADHD and a few different heart problems. Why my family was broken and why people looked at me the way they did. I never really understood life and why my mother was gone. They went down horrible paths of drugs, depression, alcohol, and suicide attempts.
I was babied and sheltered from everything and they all took the pain of the loss. My other 3 siblings who were older than me had it worse than I did. I grew up bouncing between my grandparents from my mother's side to my father's side. Father went to prison for her death as it was manslaughter. God bless you I wish you all the happiness and for all your dreams to come to fruition. Love is the only way and the most powerful light it can wipe out any darkness. I thank you I slipped myself recently with the beginning of the new year and responding to you helped me!! It’s dark sometimes very dark but I pray and ask for strength I promise you someone is reading this thread and it’s helping them too. Your a strong person your one comment stared so much positivity you helped a lot of people. I’m proud of you bro better days will come and we you get there it will be that much sweeter because we pulled ourselves out of the pits of hell. You would be surprised how many people walk around deeply depressed and never say a word those are the people I pray for the most. I understand it’s been 7 years for me, everyday is a struggle. It takes true courage to even put yourself out there like that. The world looks at people with mental health issues like we are just crazy but we are the majority. I know for a fact Scott has saved my life. That’s why a lot of us gravitate towards Kid Cudi.Hes the only rapper I know that comes from the deepest depths of his soul. That’s all it takes really just encouraging one another. I'm so, I'm so reborn, I'm movin' forward (which way do I go?) Keep movin' forward (been looking for a way out) Soon as I walk in, I'm like "Let's be out"īut, peace is something that starts with me, with meīut, peace is something that starts with me (with me, with me) Y'all been tellin' jokes that's gon' stress me out Y'all done especially invited guests, me out I'm so, I'm so reborn, I'm movin' forward Keep movin' forward, keep movin' forward (which way do I go?)Īin't no stress on me Lord, I'm movin' forward (which way do I go?) I'm so-I'm so reborn, I'm movin' forward (which way do I go?) Keep movin' forward (been lookin' for my way out) Keep movin' forward (sit here in the storm) Movin' forward, movin' forward, movin' forward
I've come a long way from them hauntin' me Had so much on my mind, I didn't know where to go I had my issues, ain't that much I could doīut, peace is somethin' that starts with me, with meīut, peace is somethin' that starts with me (with me, with me) I want all the smoke, I want all the blameĬaught in the Audy Home, we was all detainedĪin't no stress on me Lord, I'm movin' forward
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